........Is what I am trying to do, although reminders keep bringing me down to where I was after we last met. "We will see if tonight is an evening of open discussion or if it is an evening of quiet reflection" was my intention but instead my insecurities flowed through. Confusion abounding of what are the boundaries; what crosses them and when do they apply. First the boy and now the Facebook - triggers that bring back the discomfort and confusion....Some day I will make peace
Acceptance was the Answer:
......And acceptance was the answer to all my problems today. When I am disturbed, it is because I find some person, place, thing or situation as being exactly the way it is supposed to be at this moment. Nothing, absolutely nothing, happens in God's world by mistake.
What I struggle with in the first paragraph is exactly when; how; why......
Hence my current conclusion to Step Two for now............Certainly not the completion thereof
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